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Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Heartbreak and loneliness...
Are there really words that come close to expressing the emotions needed when you loose a loved one? So far in my life i have been blessed to not loose anyone very close, and until yesterday I didn't even think how blessed i have been.
Yesterday a good friend lost her husband suddenly. I cant even begin to imagine the pain she is going through right now. I read a post in her blog just then that sent tears down my face instantly. She said she had slept for a couple of hours and when she woke up she had forgotten, and went to stroke his side, but he wasn't there. Oh my god what i would give to give him back to her.
A young life that ended way too soon.
I will appreciate every day more. Every second extra I get with my family I will cherish, because you never know when it could all be taken away.
I hope she knows I'm here for her whenever she needs me. I have no idea the extent of her pain, but I'm here in whatever capacity that she needs me in.
I'm a SAHM to two gorgeous little boys who on a good day light up my life, and on bad days light up the closet where I'm hiding!
Wife to Jason... My knight in shining Armour - although that might need some polishing!